The boys were out at the farm last night. It is so dark and cold at 6:00 now, a switch from the beautiful red evenings we had when the program began two months ago. The van arrives in utter darkness, but I hope the golden glow from the barn windows is inviting. They rushed in, as they always do, this time clutching paintings and sculptures they had done at school and wanted to show me.
We cleaned the coop as usual, fed the animals. I was able to spend a bit of one-on-one time with a boy who has cared for the rescued kittens. I have a home for the kitten he was most fond of. (Just last week, after the sister kitten had been adopted out, this boy had run to me with tears in his eyes and begged me not to let the kitten be sad or lonely because it would miss its sister a lot! It broke my heart.) He told me how upset he’d be if this kitten left, but I told him that we had a warm, loving home waiting, and that sometimes we have to let something we love go to a different life in order to keep them safe and happy. I asked him what he wanted to do, if he would keep the kitten here in the barn when it could be in a warm house with even more attention. He said he wouldn’t do that to his cat. He did say that he would cry when it left, and I told him we would cry together. There are learning experiences here every day.
The grocery store called about another kitten pleading for help at the store door this week, so that kitten is now here and I’ve enlisted the boys’ help to nurture and heal this thin kitten too.
We didn’t just work through loss last night, we had some fun too! We had crayons and paper and the boys scribbled away in the barn aisle, making pictures of hens. One boy, our little writer, wrote a full-page manifesto on kindness towards chickens.
What struck me, is the difference between now and two months ago. Not just the light outside or the temperature. One of the boys picked up an ex-battery hen for a model for their sketches. But he didn’t draw. Instead, he sat with this very plump, fully feathered brown hen in his lap. It soaked up his warmth, pecked at his arms in a friendly manner. Two months ago this hen was scrawny, bald, terrified and screeching. It now appeared to be an entirely different bird. We looked at the hen’s short nails, caked in mud from her afternoon foray outdoors. The best change of all, is that the boy holding her looked more confident, more calm than the child who showed up here two months ago, not sure of what to expect in this barn. Changes….










